perfect words

if ever they were to ask

me

if i could feel it

too

i would respond succinctly

that i could still feel

you

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jewels and wine

feel like im dragging my feet

trudging through mud

however elegant the mud may appear..

i must be missing something,

i just dont know what it is.

and i hope im strong enough

too wait this out long enough

to wade ashore

someday.

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azrael

i think i need an exorcism.

or a lobotomy

or an ending.

it’s a lousy fucking story anyhow.

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descent.

i wish i had something to write.

some feeling,

a doubt,

a dream,

a pang…

theres nothing though.

nothing at all.

as am i.

nothing.

nothing at all.

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wrong

empty is as empty does.

there’s so little left

that has anything

of worth

and all that i am

could never be

enough

and that has left me

reeling

retching

and barely reacting

cause after all,

what is the point?

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lost and exhausted

im not sure what to do

with these nights

that turn into

these mornings

that im not sure

what to do with.

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twisty lanes

its cold

and wet

and im lost

and displaced

and feel

i might never

find

my way.

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