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raven

i can’t sleep. even now. and i know i have so much to do tomorrow… but today is haunting me still. and so, awake i stay in throes of nevermore.

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lotto

i wonder who i am anymore still making lists still getting it done the stupid stuff the woman stuff the household stuff religion… im fortunate so but tortured still, and wonder if it ever becomes any more fulfilling.  

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real

i think i might be dead inside. at least partially. if thats a thing. i should be missing stuff. people maybe. and feeling things and emoting.. way more and way stronger than i do or am. i dont care either. … Continue reading

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mercy

my brain is gurgling, like a fish out of water. dont put me back in. its scary down there.

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ugh

im so tired. so worn. so alone. im living in a perpetual state of ick. and im just so exhausted. thats all.

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empty

i just sat here looking at this page blank for an eternity. just like me.

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stilted

would you still think im beautiful? if you saw me as i am, with shaking hands and trembling soul and a tentative heartbeat at best.. would you still think me pretty? if you saw my eyes so sad, too big … Continue reading

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