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rotting fish

its amazing the lives ive lived. none of them good and i would not do any again. there was a moment there, where i had started to believe, where i thought i had a chance, where i was convinced that … Continue reading

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shed the old

im so not ok. im glad its the end. my resolutions are none. i just must go. i shed her completely i hate that she existed and when she goes there will be relief.

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baby

life is so hard and im so soft. and theres nothing in between, shielding me from its edges. i slowly get more scars is all.

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the autumnal flour.

theres some comfort you know, in memories. a beauty unmatched in what is. it behooves me to think though, that if it didnt have to be, then it just becomes mourning to me.

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endless sleep

im so tired im just so tired. i keep repeating over and over im just so tired. i dont remember not being tired and i cant imagine any amount of sleep will cure this. im so tired. so terribly tired. … Continue reading

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all in a love song.

i wonder if you can offer a half a heart.. or perhaps, you just say nothing at all.

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oblivion

im so scared and so tired. so very very tired.

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exhausted spirit

im so tired. i wonder if i wont ever be.

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speeding away

the panic is astounding. though im not really sure why. its been bad recently but this just takes the cake. my heart is racing a million miles a minute and i, everything i try just isnt enough.

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how is

im so tired. and i have so little energy. every little thing is just too much.

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