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the giving tree.

i want to say a million things. but I have no one to say them to. i cry a lot. im way too skinny. and I’m so so so so so so sad. ive given up on dreams and notions … Continue reading

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not fog

every day goes by in haze as i wait for it all just to end.

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fel sen

im not here anymore. i did what i need to. for tonight. i always have to smile. and nod. and do all the things for all the people. but i have nothing of my own. and ive been hurt. so … Continue reading

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matters not.

im quietly screaming. im so not ok. just trudging along. cause thats what i do. all the things. get them done. ive given up everything me. ive given up. me. that seems to be the price. and who am i … Continue reading

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hell of a fantasy.

i hate this night. i still have this stupid migraine. and i didn’t sleep for very long. and i woke so many times. and i had piles of dreams. too many. and you haunted all of them. you were everywhere. … Continue reading

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air

i really just need a miracle. a knock on my door. a hug. a big one. id like to be seen migraines and all and i just want to forget this pain. i check my door every night and no … Continue reading

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perfect

sometimes i talk to you. like youre here. the way you were. and in that place im just ok. perfect as a matter of fact. content. happy. full of joy. i find myself smiling as i am now cause its … Continue reading

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left

i cant do it anymore. goodbye.  

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:(

I’m impossibly sad. Every day. It’s such a struggle Just to do the things I need to. And the things I need to do Are all sad things. I don’t know what to do with me Other than maybe try … Continue reading

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Hell

I just wrote something so nasty.I just want to hurt you.Maybe I can.

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