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stars and adventures and terrible terrible truths

im so sad. i feel so much pressure. imminent pressure. places, people, feelings, other peoples feelings.. ugh. im so tired. i dont like any of it. im so exhausted. im ready to stop. i had this dream last night. it … Continue reading

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all the same whoring

i would sell my friends. i said that. thats awful. but really, how much can they be worth if i cant survive. and i cant.

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Still.

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stilted jump into the end

i think i might be dead. partially at least. otherwise this would all be a lot more painful than it seems. i think i might have died, a bit of a ways back.. i still fill my quota of earthly … Continue reading

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homeless

i am so exhausted. my life is once again being led away from me. and i cant do anything about it because i dont hold the reigns. its a vicious cycle, one that repeats forever, like the inside of the … Continue reading

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life in a plastic bag

this is too hard. it’s just always like this. it always comes down to the same thing and i never have a way out. i wish i was something else. i really don’t like what i am and no matter … Continue reading

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hoofbeats

im so cut up right now. in so many ways. shambles he says. i say burn burn burn.. i feel the pain but mostly in spirit, im adjacent to reality at times, except for the rest- when im sunk right … Continue reading

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