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autumn alone

if only i had something to say. but all i can do is wrap myself up tight and battle against the chill.

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alone in reality.

and if you never saw me again would that one time really make a difference? theres either an always or theres a never was at least thats how it is in my little ant farm here in hell.

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The Flour Queen’s Scrawl

you tapped me on the shoulder again, like a knife to my center so sharp. and never do i feel as alone as i did right then. and I held onto that piece of pointless plastic and let tears slide … Continue reading

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16 and nothing.

thrown away and kept in an e n d l e s s circle of stripping pain and falling in that insipid tranquility of death like petrified wood with nothing left but holes to be filled by smoke and dust … Continue reading

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unechoed

i cant sleep anymore. its all too much and i have no comfort or hope from anywhere. so my body drifts and my mind keeps its worries and my soul just wanders as i think it always may. and the … Continue reading

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vampire

im in this in between place today im hurting so much and i have nowhere to put that pain. and i am sad and alone and don’t want to talk to anybody and i don’t want to see people and … Continue reading

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olives and berries and other lost dreams

im so tired and sad and i woke up alone and every day is a battle and i made stupid mistakes and i want to stop wanting i need to stop wanting i wish i didn’t know i wish the … Continue reading

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