Author Archives: lifeofawillow

I think we need to go. As usual nothing worked Because I trusted Because nothing was up to me Because the money wasn’t mine The power never is And the choices are always bad. And I always choose Based on … Continue reading →

nothing stillexcept the usualnothingand stillso even withoutany me anymorethere’s never been anythingas stillas this nothing’s ever beenstill.

i wonder if the loss of a personreally goes as unnoticedas it seems.

if i could die tonight i would. there’s just nothing left. and i only have pain. and i want nothing ever anymore. and im happy for no one though i say that i am i am thoroughly bitter and want … Continue reading →

i feel ive been hit by a bus. beaten up in ways unexplainable. torn to shreds over nothing much except for the lack of who i am…

if i went now no one would understand. even were i to write- a full sequence of life events up until this cruel moment of my undoing- it still would go unheard. cause people hear what they want to hear … Continue reading →

its time to say goodbye to this. at least for now. thank you for reading. youve been loyal and curious and that makes for great readers. i bow. thank you.

i have so much pain. i think its inevitable. the pain. it like someone ripped my skin off and whats underneath, is unrecognizable.. The value has been stripped away, by the intent of those that i was simply unimportant to. … Continue reading →

in ever dulling flattened sphere lives peace and breath at coloured peak

it’s amazing the things I don’t care about anymore.