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laughter

something good. its something good.

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scuffy

so alone in this vast world. a fish in a pond. with men with lines lots and lots of lines… and there am i just searching for a home, avoiding the hook and possibly my life for fear of death … Continue reading

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lost girl

it takes so much to produce so little and yet, im the one that with so little can produce so much. i, am utterly perplexed. and have no idea, what anything means anymore.

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raven

i can’t sleep. even now. and i know i have so much to do tomorrow… but today is haunting me still. and so, awake i stay in throes of nevermore.

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lotto

i wonder who i am anymore still making lists still getting it done the stupid stuff the woman stuff the household stuff religion… im fortunate so but tortured still, and wonder if it ever becomes any more fulfilling.  

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real

i think i might be dead inside. at least partially. if thats a thing. i should be missing stuff. people maybe. and feeling things and emoting.. way more and way stronger than i do or am. i dont care either. … Continue reading

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mercy

my brain is gurgling, like a fish out of water. dont put me back in. its scary down there.

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