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honored.

if i lack imagination, or hope or dreams or clay, to see the world in rainbows in rain in hugs in may; perhaps its due to dues not mine which i have had to fill, and pain in droves littered … Continue reading

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arab

drunk. im drunk. and it doesnt matter. i dont matter. no one cares. i dont care. im like a stupid w arpe d tupperware waiting to accept the next filling of leftover slime that no one really wants.. and anyone … Continue reading

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migraine.

im so sad like that sludge i imagined was real. rolling down my arm to my fingers where it dripped, into thinned out bile slowly emptied into clay- while that hollowed out space where the ruffled death grew lay emptied … Continue reading

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Endless Ivy

i know who you are i know what your worth i know all you hide and i know that you dont. you deny your demons you deny your bad you deny yourself you deny me love. i see you though, … Continue reading

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peanut butter pretzels

to be alone in love and war and all thats in between and never have that soft sweet spot where i am truly seen, if ever i am or ever i were or might have ever been, scarred sailed ship … Continue reading

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not even a night.

just shriveling up falling away losing myself in this endless torrent of cruel sharp hits, against my spine upon my heart strangling my spirit from the inside throughout. and my body just shakes the pain always there unable to rest … Continue reading

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waves

like a hug that lasts a minute and then is gone like it never existed.. and all i am is a small girl alone in a scary empty world hiding behind everything everyone else thinks is real.

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