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don’t wake me up

I was in your arms. and it was perfect. small in big hard against soft. then i woke and you were gone. and i was alone. forever.

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malicious god of evil lies.

there’s nothing crueler. i’ll just wait here. and either time will take me or this pain will. cause you won’t. not ever. and there’s nothing crueler than that.

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The Virgin Whore

what’s the point? i hadn’t had enough pain? you needed to prove something to me? that you win no matter what? that they get off scott free, and i lay once again in the pile of excrement that was planned … Continue reading

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we breathe the same air. at least theres that.

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back to black

like im shrinking in solitude with the misunderstanding of all the basics of who i am by all those that should know at least the basics of me. and the lack of hand in mine, the lack of heart or … Continue reading

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slight of hand

if it rained what i felt with each breath i took, the earth would be devoid of life- and the very grass that lies as cover would harden and turn to fuel.   if the ground could swallow all that … Continue reading

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shredded, useless, shrouded, done.

not love not loyalty not someones heart not someones life not ever a want strong enough that i am ever it. my worth can be counted in the invisibility of that. or, maybe, in the swing of a belt or … Continue reading

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