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in charge

it’s really hard not to know what to do. im pretending to be all brave but im not really. im just me. and i, am just really little and really alone. and im not sure that that’s the best combination.

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dragons and love

im doing a puzzle. we’ve been working at it steadily. it has dragons and rainbows and castles and waterfalls and a little cottage with white unicorns. all the good things you know… it’s a world id like to live in.. … Continue reading

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confusion

i wish i could not get like i get.. with my brain spinning like a drunken spool and my mind racing, imagining creating every horrific possibility there could be. and judging. judging me and all i am down to every … Continue reading

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Sequestered

this is a lot. im grateful for what i have. for the people i have been able to help and the people that love me so. this is a test. i know it is. i hope i pass. im not … Continue reading

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laughter

something good. its something good.

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scuffy

so alone in this vast world. a fish in a pond. with men with lines lots and lots of lines… and there am i just searching for a home, avoiding the hook and possibly my life for fear of death … Continue reading

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lost girl

it takes so much to produce so little and yet, im the one that with so little can produce so much. i, am utterly perplexed. and have no idea, what anything means anymore.

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