Author Archives: lifeofawillow

im so sad. i missed it. i dont live in the past. i cant. its too painful. because its obviously so much better than this. and then, to feel the fit. the perfection. just wasted. cause once again im not … Continue reading →

I’m so sad I don’t even care about the capitals My heart is broken And my soul is alone And I understand nothing Except that I left And I am scared to lose me Forever. For you Are me. And … Continue reading →

I pressed from the inside And all that I got Was more of me And I don’t want me I want more than me I miss you And I love you And I am so grateful For all you are … Continue reading →

when half your life is laid at stake and winter never starts cause all the leaves in stilted time refuse to leave their hearths. and all you love with all you are says all you never said in simple breaths … Continue reading →

im not sure where she went but its been a while, sometimes i remember her- in the haze that cloaks my mind, in the mirror coated with fog.. but even then i have trouble recognizing anything similar at all. perhaps … Continue reading →

i don’t even think i have it anymore and here you are wanting to take it. go home little boy and play with your doll leave me be with my simple soul that feels too much and can’t let go. … Continue reading →

sick of being second never being first starving for mere morsels while dying of near thirst given no firm grounding taking after hours living in more maybes imprisoned in these bowers huddled on the ground awaiting your return knowing if … Continue reading →

im sad. possibly indelibly so. ive hurt what i can’t and regret every step. i need to retrieve but seem blind deaf and dumb. mostly dumb. so dumb. ive repeated a tragedy cause im nothing myself and never did learn … Continue reading →

I think we need to go. As usual nothing worked Because I trusted Because nothing was up to me Because the money wasn’t mine The power never is And the choices are always bad. And I always choose Based on … Continue reading →