im so sad.

i missed it.

i dont live in the past.

i cant.

its too painful.

because its obviously so much better than this.

and then,

to feel the fit.

the perfection.

just wasted.

cause once again

im not enough.

and i dont want to say the words

because then its real..

but i already know it is.

and i could have said it there

by the ambient light

but instead i was quiet

as i always am.

cause whats the point?

as you were.

though i really really wish you werent.

cause now, theres nothing you even want

its just lost.

and the credits roll.