I think we need to go.
As usual nothing worked
Because I trusted
Because nothing was up to me
Because the money wasn’t mine
The power never is
And the choices are always bad.
And I always choose
Based on some spiritual ideal
That doesn’t exist
And the people that judge
And say it does
And tell me to make my decisions
Aren’t in my shoes
And don’t have to live my life.
And it’s a hell of a lonely one.
And I’m just trying to do my best
With nothing to show for it ever
And what I have
I built,
they come to destroy
Because what I am
And what I can do
Is never good enough
For them.
And so I suffer.
We suffer.
But now it’s too much.
I’ve been lied to one time too many
In their quest to save me.
And it’s all crashing down
In a really bad way.
I have to go.
I know I must.
I don’t know how
But I have nothing else.
Nothing else at all.