Monthly Archives: October 2020

its time to say goodbye to this. at least for now. thank you for reading. youve been loyal and curious and that makes for great readers. i bow. thank you.

i have so much pain. i think its inevitable. the pain. it like someone ripped my skin off and whats underneath, is unrecognizable.. The value has been stripped away, by the intent of those that i was simply unimportant to. … Continue reading →

in ever dulling flattened sphere lives peace and breath at coloured peak

it’s amazing the things I don’t care about anymore.

im so tired. and just want to sleep. thats all.

i have not made it through ok. it did not work out.i did not for all intents and purposessurvive.and you know what?it just is what it is.i was so often right.that others have it easier.that they will walk away.and that … Continue reading →

It was a hard day. I’m falling asleep. It’s been a hard week. I’ve not had much time for anything. There’s a lot on me. People are nasty. And you know what? I want to be rid of all of … Continue reading →

i wish i wasnt so sensitive. im always just so soft. i didnt used to be. i was too busy fighting. but now, i always am. something was done to me that cannot be undone. and i, im drowning in … Continue reading →

i look forwardto the end.

im so tired; and wonder if theres anyone anywhere that can feel me anymore.