im supposed to have more to say,

i think..

i just find that i have less of an opinion.

even about myself..

and feelings?

im mostly just tired.

there’s sadness yea,

or frustration

– if im shoved against the wall..

but mostly,

yea,

just tired.

i don’t feel much of anything anymore,

its all kind of died down,

and dulled,

and waned,

to the point that im not really sure

where i stand

on just about anything..

or if i do at all

anymore…

and i no longer mourn it.

or want it back.

it’s absolutely nothing

worth holding on to.

just

like

me.