i hate this crap.

here i am

in overdrive

working to start this new life

and theyre all there.

on the phone,

in my space,

im everybodys slave

and nobodys life.

i work so hard

every day

and ive not a damn thing to show for it.

im so sick of everyone

but i have no one on my side.

theres no one to stick up for me,

no one to defend my thoughts,

no one to value me

and i,

i have to do everyones bidding.

cause they own me.

theres a hierarchy here,

and im not even a peasant.

and you know,

all this all,

for a life

i dont even want.