crazy dreams.

that i dont understand.

i try not to think too much these days though,

cause i think im just not right.

ive given up

in a big way

on my feelings.

i dont trust them anymore

and i no longer believe

in any part

of me.

its a good thing no one really needs me to.

ive realized how overrated that all was.

im just fine towing the line

and not being anything at all.

my name was never supposed to be in bold,

and i,

i was never supposed to be

well, anything really.

anything.

anything at all.