such a weird thing happened tonight.
i dont know why these things happen.
i was caught like a deer in the headlights
having to pretend it didnt matter to me.
that i was oblivious, unmoved and completely unaffected.
i dont know why its a thing.
but there it is, again and again.
people see things, they say things and im supposed to play dumb.
its a whole lot easier that way
and way way way less painful.
what? really? i hadnt noticed so much. me? them? what?
yea. just a spun load of garbage
keeping me safe