such a weird thing happened tonight.

i dont know why these things happen.

i was caught like a deer in the headlights

having to pretend it didnt matter to me.

that i was oblivious, unmoved and completely unaffected.

i dont know why its a thing.

this thing..

but there it is, again and again.

people see things, they say things and im supposed to play dumb.

its a whole lot easier that way

and way way way less painful.

what? really? i hadnt noticed so much. me? them? what?

yea. just a spun load of garbage

keeping me safe

from nothing.