there’s little further humiliation.

i don’t even care anymore.

i have been proven again and again

shown my lack of worth.

those that haunt me never leave

and i,

i am stuck with me

and the reminders of them.

i no longer want this.

perhaps you will take what you want from it.

but i,

i am happy to leave it all.

if it truly had worth,

it would have been saved.

treasured even.

kept forever.

never beaten.

never lied to.

never hurt.

not like that.

i suppose i should say goodbye

but what’s that worth anyway?

it’s just words.

like all of this is just words.

and words are meaningless.

as am i.

to the wind now.

i wish it all

never was.