I was always right.
Not because I’m impressive.
Or even smart.
Just because I am an expert
On my life.
I care about nothing.
Really really nothing.
I’m looking to score the best business deal I can.
And I’m being open about it.
And I don’t care about anything else.
I just want to stop feeling pain.
I want to stop feeling.
I want to just stop.
I cried so hard today I thought thought I would go into cardiac arrest.
My life is humiliating.
My life is some type of warped sacrifice.
My life is not a life.
And I know this is the last chapter.
Because I know that I’ve made up my mind.
And I know that I’ve stopped to care.
And I know that I no longer feel
Anything except my pain.
And here I am
On the auction block.
Because there’s nothing left to care about.
I have no love to give.
I have only needs.
And they’re not even my own.
So here’s to the next chapter.
You are no longer needed.