Monthly Archives: June 2020

i cant do it anymore. goodbye.  

I’m impossibly sad. Every day. It’s such a struggle Just to do the things I need to. And the things I need to do Are all sad things. I don’t know what to do with me Other than maybe try … Continue reading →

I just wrote something so nasty.I just want to hurt you.Maybe I can.

so many changes. none of them good. well maybe one. but who the hell knows. i wish i believed in something. anything. cause this is all just becoming more and more meaningless as the days go by and the pain … Continue reading →

i wrote something that makes me think that maybe i should be more honest. write about how I really feel and stop using so much poetry to cover up what’s in my heart. if ever i wrote a note id … Continue reading →

i have so many frustrations and not one outlet. i keep getting hit and kicked while im down.. i am desperate for something i cant put my finger on and lay awake for hours in terrible pain each night. i … Continue reading →

im feeling self destructive and i dont care anymore that i dont care, im off on this path now and it just doesnt matter. my life is not my own it has no success and never has. i used to … Continue reading →

had all these dreams last night. woke up like three times from them and that’s besides this morning. i struggle between wanting to never see that face again and pulling the blanket back over mine, so i can sink back … Continue reading →