stilted jump into the end

i think i might be dead.

partially at least.

otherwise this would all be

a lot more painful

than it seems.

i think i might have died,

a bit of a ways back..

i still fill my quota

of earthly tasks,

but have no desire

for anything of my own,


i think theres no more life,

at least not for that girl,

who fell in stupid

and stupid won

and then she was no more.

theres but one end to tie up.

other than that-

im free to go.

theres nothing more

and thats just fine,

cause theres no disappointment,

in what never had a chance,

in what died when starved,

in a sea of nothing,

when there never was any hope for life

at all, at all, at all.



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2 Responses to stilted jump into the end

  1. doubledacres says:

    There seems to be so much pain in your words.

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