i ate reeses pieces tonight.

after i had another panic attack.

i dont know what to do exactly.

i think its just a lot.

i feel like i need to sleep for a week.

and my energy is really weird.

like its bouncing off the wrong places.

i think theres another end to this string im holding,

but i dont know where it is anymore

so i have no idea

why anything is

the way that it is.

its all just crooked

and i just dont know how to come up for breath.

i just dont know.

not even one little bit.