i ate reeses pieces tonight.
after i had another panic attack.
i dont know what to do exactly.
i think its just a lot.
i feel like i need to sleep for a week.
and my energy is really weird.
like its bouncing off the wrong places.
i think theres another end to this string im holding,
but i dont know where it is anymore
so i have no idea
why anything is
the way that it is.
its all just crooked
and i just dont know how to come up for breath.
i just dont know.
not even one little bit.