its always a little better like this.

easier

simpler

blurrier.

blurrier is good.

id like to be on a hike now,

stepping on rock

climbing over mountain

burning my muscles

to a point of perfection

then sitting on top,

taking off my shirt

sweaty and breathless

looking out

and down

and remembering

that i,

am just a minuscule part

of this crazy

beautiful

world.

and then,

ideally,

id like to be kissed up there.

but if not.

id just like to stay there

a bit longer than is expected.

and breathe.