it feels like im preparing for finality.
ive given up on what i wanted
and im about to step into the unkown.
i dont want to go where im going
but i dont have another option.
i feel like im selling out
and i know ill be a stranger in a strange land
but the time has come to lie
and put on a mask,
like the one who always did.
maybe thats the lesson in all of this.
you become what you disdain,
and without any understanding still,
are forced to that side of the fence.