im not sure what im doing exactly,

but im tapering down.

theres no point in my feelings.

theres certainly no point in sharing them.

even if to no one.

im not that bright apparently,

and i need to be shown by example.

i think though,

maybe i need to stop sharing altogether.

it just makes it all real.

and if theres no answer to anything

and no reprieve ever,

what is the point

exactly.

i think its just smart to erase

maybe…

start from a lie

wherever i end up,

if i end up..

cause this truth

will never

set me

free.