im not sure what im doing exactly,
but im tapering down.
theres no point in my feelings.
theres certainly no point in sharing them.
even if to no one.
im not that bright apparently,
and i need to be shown by example.
i think though,
maybe i need to stop sharing altogether.
it just makes it all real.
and if theres no answer to anything
and no reprieve ever,
what is the point
i think its just smart to erase
start from a lie
wherever i end up,
if i end up..
cause this truth