i dont know how to do any of this.

i think i might be crazy.

theres this tug of war

where i start doubting

everything

and this uneven space

where what i knew to be true

yesterday,

might no longer be

today..

and with all that,

im supposed to move on

and be ok,

with an unappealing option..

cause they all are really,

and forget whatever stupid fantasy

i ever had

in this wobbly childish head

forever.

cause after all,

i could just be making the whole thing up

anyways.