this is better.
i can barely feel my fingers.
my head is unimportant.
it doesnt matter if you dont love me.
it doesnt matter if you dont want me.
all i need
is to forget
what it feels like
to want any of that.
forget you.
forget all your crap.
someone must want me.
my body at least.
maybe i
can be happy
for a moment.
maybe I can be glue!