this is better.
way less hysterical.
im really tired of myself.
i should just say yes to someone and see where it takes me,
get off the ride of texts and notes
and allow for a face to face.
im a scaredy cat.
for a lot of good reasons.
because i dont really want to know…
and thats the truth.
besides, my rules are different than everyone elses.
i need to go back a couple hundred years.
minus the pogroms,
and the lack of washing machines.
also, i think antibiotics are really great.
id still like my own willow tree.
will get me that.