i can’t stop crying.

i took another.

nothing works anymore.

i can’t take a breath that doesn’t pain me.

I.

am disposable.

that is something I don’t think

i will ever

get over.

i am to be used,

tricked

cajoled

lied to.

i am but a slave girl.

to be worked

and raped

but never

loved.

i live in a society

that i can never fit in.

i live with a people

that spits me out.

i am tired.

i am beat.

i am ruined.

i am nothing.