it’s snowing

and im in a cave

ive made,

listening to a song

i was sent,

because somewhere

under all this sad

i must still be me.

i wonder what i look like,

under all this pain…

i wonder if i’ll ever emerge

and not just crawl

into someone else’s

lair…

cause i,

am scared-

of just about

everything.

so for right now,

ill lay me in my cave

and wrap myself

in notes.