Monthly Archives: December 2019

anchor

im not sure what im doing exactly, but im tapering down. theres no point in my feelings. theres certainly no point in sharing them. even if to no one. im not that bright apparently, and i need to be shown … Continue reading

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acceptance.

im not supposed to be there anyway. or anyplace else for that matter. so it just is what it is. i guess so.

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lock the doors, huddle up.

when everyone goes away and its just us small people over here, it gets kind of frightening, hearing the thump thump thump of my broken heart so loudly.

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carnival prize

i feel a bit like corduroy. all i want is a friend. i know what it feels like, im sure i do. i lay awake in bed at night and think, that maybe tomorrow someone will pass by and back … Continue reading

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eloise

i dont know how to do any of this. i think i might be crazy. theres this tug of war where i start doubting everything and this uneven space where what i knew to be true yesterday, might no longer … Continue reading

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flucatan

im stuck and attached and alone. all at once. and the hug was so worth it. and the wine was delicious. and each movement was owned by a running slide of the other third playing my pieces and laughing along.

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whipped

i pray i dont wake up   saturday morning.   alone in a basement   with a different language spoken   and no one to bear weight   with people i dont know,   and all that i have,   … Continue reading

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