you know when something’s over

and done

and you you know it’s never going to be

again…

and you spend time erasing

and moving things around

and changing the course of your heart

and altering the waves in your head…

but then comes this time,

where you need to actually make a move

to a point where the end

is irreversible?

it’s a lot.

that’s all.

i got the memo.

i acted on it.

i believed,

and i accepted.

but this?

this is it.

and there’s nothing after,

and that,

is scary

as hell.