cls

so prolific

is this pain.

it’s like skin

sloughing off..

im dizzy,

and weak,

and have cried so much

in the last two days

that my eyes are burning

constantly.

i am in so much need

and so much agony

that i don’t even feel

the wanting anymore.

it’s all gone,

i know it is.

i got the memo

loud and clear.

my job now,

is too hold auditions

for that which makes me

hurt the least.

and if i knew of a way,

to erase it all-

i would.

but i don’t.

so the best i can do,

it’s try to rewrite me

with someone else’s

wanting hands.

and there goes

that girl.

gone in a sentence.

gone in a hoax.

gone in her own stupidity

wrapped in a dream.

she wasn’t really worth

that much anyway though,

was she?

just a little bitty lie.

and thats not much,

at all.

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