you want forgiveness????

for what you will say????

for the slander?

for the lies?

for the excuses????

You destroyed me!

you took my soul

and shredded it

piece by tiny piece.

and now you want to be holy??

you want absolution?

for what you are about to do?

so you can get some girl

too sit in your useless clouds

and steal from me

whatever dignity

i might have ever had????

no.

No

NO!!!!!

this is too much.

even for me.

this

is just

too

much.