it feels so empty.
i had to ask forgiveness in the street.
like a beggar.
its what i am.
and i wish i had learned more
so that even alone,
i could feel better.
i kept wondering
what he would think
and i just know he didnt judge.
and just showed me love.
and the understanding that i could be
even if i made mistakes.
and that those mistakes were usable.
and that i was
im sorry i didnt show enough respect.
im honored i got the little i did.
im not thinking of anything else.
because theres no point
to anything else.
i just wish i hadnt walked home