what i would do

for some numbing

sometimes..

i work too hard,

in painful circumstances,

with harmful people

and useless results…

im just tired.

and i dont know what to do

about any of it

anymore.

i know i need reprieve,

but i also know

that at this point its just a drop in the bucket.

run. run away quick.

i need too much and have just about nothing to give.

this is shit writing.

and i dont care at all.