i wonder if im just broken.
where the gears have simply stopped,
and the engine gave up long ago
and there’s no motor to speak of anymore…
im not sure how much was ever there,
or if i was just
a reactionary vessel
to the battles taking place around me…
i think im just stopped on old track now,
getting slowly covered in vines
rusting away whatever use i ever had…
if, indeed, i ever had any of my own, at all.