my head is too clear

and thats not good anymore.

the decisions are all too big,

the pain is all too much,

and the loss,

is all too great.

i know whats being offered,

-at least to some extent,

and i know what that means,

-at least to some degree.

and with all the needs

and all the change

and all the necessary decisions

that adults need to make,

all i really want,

is to run and play

in places no one else can get to,

and walk in the woods,

holding hands

forever.