Monthly Archives: November 2019

friday night

sometimes i try so hard not to think that my brain ceases to function at all. im just really tired of crying. that’s all.

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dragons

i come home to such loneliness having acted the part the whole goddamn day full of thankfulness for little and overwhelmed with the enormous task of making everyone feel like im so happy to be there. and now i read … Continue reading

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tubi

im crying. im a little drunk. and i dont know who to call. or write. im so alone these days. so separate. and i just really need to be held. im so lost. and i dont understand me. and i … Continue reading

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willow in fall: going out on a limb.

i dont know what it means. because i understand nothing. i am already two toes in. but i cant be tortured, or held at bay, i wont. i am me. and nobody knows who that is. and im not even … Continue reading

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because it doesnt really matter. and thats the truth. it always has been. none of it matters. nothing changes. and so i go on still.  

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Unheld hands. Forever.

you know when something’s over and done and you you know it’s never going to be again… and you spend time erasing and moving things around and changing the course of your heart and altering the waves in your head… … Continue reading

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