Monthly Archives: November 2019

just angry. just nothing.

i wish theyd all stop messaging me. im fucking lonely and the last thing i want to do is talk to a stranger. actually, i dont want to talk to anyone. no one knows me, no one understands and no … Continue reading

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morphine with no metaphors

what i would do for some numbing sometimes.. i work too hard, in painful circumstances, with harmful people and useless results… im just tired. and i dont know what to do about any of it anymore. i know i need … Continue reading

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the caboose who got loose (™)

i wonder if im just broken. where the gears have simply stopped, and the engine gave up long ago and there’s no motor to speak of anymore… im not sure how much was ever there, or if i was just … Continue reading

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broken meter, broken heart.

would you still think im beautiful if you saw me staggering at eve, in whittled attempt to call upon calm so that perhaps i may sleep tonight? and would you think that i was anything, anything at all? if you … Continue reading

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dead witch down

its better when in haze. takes a bit of time, thats all. i can feel less and more and safe either way. i get told stuff and i dont know anymore when to listen, but i do know a weaker … Continue reading

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Keep it Simple Stupid

my head is too clear and thats not good anymore. the decisions are all too big, the pain is all too much, and the loss, is all too great. i know whats being offered, -at least to some extent, and … Continue reading

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stupid.

its all just waiting in a stale holding pattern for what was wrought through lies and fate till the clock strikes that proverbial midnight and the last beat can finally clap down and the exhausted can fall in a tortured … Continue reading

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