Monthly Archives: October 2019

nothing forever. ever.

id like to hurt you as bad as you hurt me. and id like you to feel forever what it feels to be worthless and rejected. id like somebody to lie to your face and then make up some bullshit … Continue reading

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acceptance my child.

i can’t do this. im fighting for nothing. either way i lose. its never ok and it won’t be ok. i can’t succeed i can’t make people happy i can’t do what im supposed to, cause im one stupid leg … Continue reading

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stupid.

there’s all these little moments of stark realization when i see with utter clarity that if you let go it’s cause you don’t want, and if you don’t care if someone else takes it it’s because you never really wanted … Continue reading

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black holes and broken elevators.

its amazing how much i just want nothing. i see the expressions on people’s faces and can’t relate at all. i beg mutedly for ending, for blank spaces with no return as i sit in placid atrophy and wait alone … Continue reading

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