Monthly Archives: October 2019

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stupid.

there’s all these little moments of stark realization when i see with utter clarity that if you let go it’s cause you don’t want, and if you don’t care if someone else takes it it’s because you never really wanted … Continue reading

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black holes and broken elevators.

its amazing how much i just want nothing. i see the expressions on people’s faces and can’t relate at all. i beg mutedly for ending, for blank spaces with no return as i sit in placid atrophy and wait alone … Continue reading

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poisoned 🍎

i wake in wish of deep sleep. like in the fairy tales. only perhaps i just get to sleep in the tulgy wood forever.

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Leaves

you know i write to you, about stuff. silly things, little thoughts- or stuff i wish i could say but can’t. so i write it down and let it fall. at least some of it. the rest stays with me. … Continue reading

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miss havishams bones

i can’t smile or pretend and i have no place to go. there are no people and certainly no games. goals are long gone in the great heap of whatever i might’ve been. there’s no distraction and every day hurts … Continue reading

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morphine drip.

i feel like im dying every day. and i just don’t want to feel like this anymore. ive asked already and i don’t know how long the waiting line is but id like it to be my turn. please.

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cheap, crumbled stone.

i can’t sleep. and my mind doesn’t stop. i wonder if i’ll ever be able to breathe again. my feet are heavy i am soft my body is hurt and i have just shrunken. the silence is deafening and the … Continue reading

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