nothing forever. ever.

id like to hurt you

as bad as you hurt me.

and id like you to feel

forever

what it feels to be worthless

and rejected.

id like somebody to lie to your face

and then make up some bullshit insanity

and tell you that it’s your fault

that it’s all like this.

cause you did what you were taught

and told to

and survived.

and now you get nothing

and they walk away.

i just want something.

a little bit of my soul

appeased.

and if that’s dark

and if that’s crazy

so be it.

dripping down my thighs.

the possibility of nothing

and then darkness.

forever.

that’s as perfect

as a stupid little loser like me

could ever hope for.

the end.

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