id like to hurt you
as bad as you hurt me.
and id like you to feel
forever
what it feels to be worthless
and rejected.
id like somebody to lie to your face
and then make up some bullshit insanity
and tell you that it’s your fault
that it’s all like this.
cause you did what you were taught
and told to
and survived.
and now you get nothing
and they walk away.
i just want something.
a little bit of my soul
appeased.
and if that’s dark
and if that’s crazy
so be it.
dripping down my thighs.
the possibility of nothing
and then darkness.
forever.
that’s as perfect
as a stupid little loser like me
could ever hope for.
the end.