i woke up super early this morning.

i tried the grass again.

-it was still wet.

i had a coffee.

which makes me shakey..

and some halvah,

which is full of sugar..

and smiled politely

at the interested glances

but went back to my room

on the terraced plateau-

got back into pajamas

cause its what i like best,

and watched a movie,

at 7 am.

and i laughed ,

and i cried,

and my feet were too cold,

which they usually are.

and my thoughts were suspended

for a moment in time,

and my mind shut up,

for a blessed second..

and then turned right back on.

so here i am,

writing,

typing,

thinking,

stayed.

its the rainy season.

and i,

for one,

am parched.