im angry

and im sad

and i can’t find the right words.

and im begining to believe them

that im just crazy.

cause i must be.

my desire to stop feeling this

is too intense

and the stories in my head

must be made up.

after all the wrong words

and all the stupid feelings

im just alone

and i can’t come back

from giving away

whatever little bit

i was.

i wish i could go back.

i wish i could unfeel

i wish i could be where i was

cause it was so much better

than this.