it doesn’t matter where i am

and that is the sad truth.

i think in some pathetic way

i felt i was something

cause i measured me

by you.

and i never really was anything else.

and now,

now im nothing.

and i know im nothing.

and even worse,

i know how stupid

and worthless

i am

cause i measured

myself

by that

which didn’t want me

at all.

what a fool.

what a fool.

what a fool.