its only a matter of time now

cause ive given up

on all the dreams

and i know im loved by those outside

but on the inside

its just

me.

and its too much

and its too hard

and i need to be held

and understood

and not stepped on

or spit on

or groped

or thrown away

and laughed at.

i need to just go.

in grace.

cause thats all

i have.

just that.