Monthly Archives: October 2019

theres nothing that feels better than this. anymore. i can say things out loud that i never can. i can dream while im here, and tell who i am. i know it doesnt work for anyone or anything. im just … Continue reading →

it’s like im in a daze walking around trying to accept Truth as such, feeling dizzy with displacement and incredible unease at life without.

i see everything all wrong. i need to retrain my eyes.

i can’t sleep , i keep having these dreams. ropes fire heights holes rape lies emptiness torture.. twisted games where my mind no longer works, labyrinths of mazes so frighteningly real that i wake up parched from running. they’re so … Continue reading →

the world is black. i am alone. there is no other.

Truth. That’s all. I finally have What makes sense. Just the Truth.

id like to hurt you as bad as you hurt me. and id like you to feel forever what it feels to be worthless and rejected. id like somebody to lie to your face and then make up some bullshit … Continue reading →

i can’t do this. im fighting for nothing. either way i lose. its never ok and it won’t be ok. i can’t succeed i can’t make people happy i can’t do what im supposed to, cause im one stupid leg … Continue reading →