Monthly Archives: October 2019

cheap, crumbled stone.

i can’t sleep. and my mind doesn’t stop. i wonder if i’ll ever be able to breathe again. my feet are heavy i am soft my body is hurt and i have just shrunken. the silence is deafening and the … Continue reading

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pull me all out

i was looking for something and i saw pictures and scrolled by real fast but then i saw words and i had to read and i heard you and i heard me or at least whoever we were then and … Continue reading

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there’s so much I want to tell. it’s falling into a huge pile of things that i just may never say.

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just a weed with a pen

i so badly needed to be away. i needed the haze to clear and to rest just a bit and to remember that i need love and care and breath and water and gentle touch and a voice i love … Continue reading

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its always autumn in my mind

i woke up super early this morning. i tried the grass again. -it was still wet. i had a coffee. which makes me shakey.. and some halvah, which is full of sugar.. and smiled politely at the interested glances but … Continue reading

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Did you see it?

there was the most incredible storm. lots and lots of pelting rain- muddy feet from lack of adulting- beautiful clouds the perfect grey- a covered sun in great relief- lighting streaked such perfect lines- wind that shook my battered heart.. … Continue reading

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Bonnie raitt had it right

you can’t give up on something you’re not doing. stop reading. go to sleep live your dream. i’ll write till I don’t and then it won’t matter anyway. right now im just bleeding hard all over the place and i … Continue reading

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