Monthly Archives: September 2019

make believe.

gone forever in a cloud of smoke where you always refused to believe it would go and i know to my depths it never was anything more.

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ill just

be silent here in tepid space laid out to dry alone, where comics stand upon my back and laugh at break of bone, and arms outstretched to painted love and sands that covered dreams, bend backwards now in useless show … Continue reading

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an enigma wrapped in toilet paper.

so much pain. so much tired. i cant change enough to be what anyone will ever want. i just need to disappear cause i dont like to look at myself, and i dont like to feel, and i just want … Continue reading

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narcissist

in dreams maybe. not in reality. and i am %100 completely real.

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endless summer nights

just so quiet so alone so scared.   i wonder what its like to have arms to fall into..   stay at this window and just wait forever..   same way i did in that time before i t died.

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