Monthly Archives: September 2019

no awe, just tears

my heart is broken. as is my spirit. i know my worth and i know my lot. the cruelty of the truth is slow and succinct. i know what i pray for because i know what is. i thought i … Continue reading

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Autumnal shadow.

im so scared. the leaves are going to change. they’re already starting. and they’re going to fall. and im going to see it all alone. in a world where nobody notices. and then there’ll be nothing left. just like me.

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nothing

i think it’s all a lie and it’s just me drowning here in this warped flat world of never was.

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the flour girl and small sweet boys

i went tonight. i knew youd come, and you did. i felt you, i did. your crazy friend- with mismatched shoes held me- but not as tight, as you. it had been some time, too much time, too much, and … Continue reading

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take it all.

i wonder if my tears are worth anything, or if this shaking will ever stop. im cold and im tired and im sad beyond words. i know what its like to live in this tunnel, where my back is bent … Continue reading

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loss

im so sad and so alone and nobody understands… and the thing is, i don’t think anyone ever will again.

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willow

Like a flower without water.

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