Monthly Archives: July 2019

i think im just too much. and not enough. and maybe i kill people with my words- cause im fighting against their implications. always. so they bend or they bow or they bury me till i cant scream anymore. not … Continue reading →

in the nighttime she hears of red requests stirred up in dreams from whence she rests.. in twisted tongues and barely breaths beneath said sounds of dying deaths, all clear in night as dead of day she spreads her legs … Continue reading →

im so scared and so sad and so sure that it’s all just gone and it’s making me a kind of nauseous i didn’t know i could get like there’s no point and no value to anything anymore and what … Continue reading →

im tired. so tired. my eyes are watery, always now.. and blue beneath or maybe it’s gray, i can’t see really. cause nothing works anymore. least of all, the ability to see colour.

and if it were just my dreams that were true and you were now only in thought, and all that i knew was all that i dreamed cause dreams were just wishes that caught- in farewell to arms in love … Continue reading →

its unfair, to expect regret from a stilted child with no memory where touch meant nothing and love meant everything.