Monthly Archives: April 2019

if sweetness is what you crave i have it here. all here. in double triple endless doses of magical youthful softly loving suckling birthing holding giving of otherworldly ancient spring gently growing ivy wrapping flower blooming healing breathing in that … Continue reading →

ill never measure up never be that white never be whole never be perfect and for that i get punished with inadequate nothingness where i cant even be offered what every stupid girl is. so i say goodbye and i … Continue reading →

alone again in ruled retreat where air is thin and breath is rare and that closeness we fake that says we’re more but in truth we’re less… with unraveling strands of pretend hope in thin haunting cackles of mocking voice.. … Continue reading →

feel oh! the tingling in my feet while my body floats unawares; and my eyes- when they close, spin dense in drunk fog while my mind drowns swift in you.  

if i lack imagination, or hope or dreams or clay, to see the world in rainbows in rain in hugs in may; perhaps its due to dues not mine which i have had to fill, and pain in droves littered … Continue reading →

drunk. im drunk. and it doesnt matter. i dont matter. no one cares. i dont care. im like a stupid w arpe d tupperware waiting to accept the next filling of leftover slime that no one really wants.. and anyone … Continue reading →

im so sad like that sludge i imagined was real. rolling down my arm to my fingers where it dripped, into thinned out bile slowly emptied into clay- while that hollowed out space where the ruffled death grew lay emptied … Continue reading →