Monthly Archives: October 2018

so small and insignificant begging for crumbs of something i can never have.

if it never rained again and the joy just dried up and the ground remained dry beneath my too small feet, and the sky in its artificial way lit up my skin till its veins lay bare and my blood … Continue reading →

none of this makes any sense to me. and so i listen to old music and try to put together a puzzle. maybe that will make sense to me on a familiar background with my clumsy self just trying my … Continue reading →

tell me you love me i need to be loved with all that is you deep in me with head held in hands and love in my heart and all that i thought couldnt be… i wish i could hear … Continue reading →

if only i had something to say. but all i can do is wrap myself up tight and battle against the chill.

and if you never saw me again would that one time really make a difference? theres either an always or theres a never was at least thats how it is in my little ant farm here in hell.