im in this in between place today
im hurting so much
and i have nowhere to put that pain.
and i am sad
and alone
and don’t want to talk to anybody
and i don’t want to see people
and im angry at life
and i keep just wanting
to crawl under the covers
and hide
and sometimes i do
but mostly I just bleed
and hope that nobody notices
the death trail of blood
in my wake
cause then
id probably have to talk to them
and I don’t want to
talk to anyone
anymore
ever.