Monthly Archives: December 2016

cause it’s gonna be like this  forever.  only further  and more final.  and painful, and firm.  as are all deaths.  only this one, will be  that much worse, cause we’ll be breathing  each other’s air.. and in each breath  there’ll … Continue reading →

dip myself back into that bottle  to find the solace you can’t provide. 

go away from me please.  stop your judging of who i am and how i came to be.  and keep your voice down.  i hear you anyway, loud and clear, how im everything wrong and bad and not good enough … Continue reading →

for all the great destruction ive caused in those time bound moments of awe, where holy waters are muddied with sin and princes trade crowns in for ash.. where shackles were tightened and bibles were burned and hopes were tossed … Continue reading →

im just such a mess  and i seem to be unraveling  from my very core and the thing is- i have no idea where the end of that darn piece of thread is or for that matter  where the beginning  … Continue reading →