Monthly Archives: December 2014

no place. ever.

i miss you. something fierce. like you said babe. only worse.

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wish i was stronger, i do.

i cant. i just cant. it hurts too bad. i cry too much. and you, you just sit there like its all part of life. its not. not mine. its death. of something very very precious to me. very precious … Continue reading

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gee.

i love how when i finally lie down i feel just the right amount drunk…. i couldnt tell that before. i guess its good to go to bed sometimes.

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put a lid on it.

oh, go away. i cant waste my time on you. im better angry, sullen, fighting and mean- without your incessant preaching of goodness in lies and fucking supposed to’s all your goddamn life.. i took off the gloves dont need … Continue reading

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i can do everything better than you…

if im in charge of hurting myself your half assed attempts at disabling my life will simply disappear in the haze of blood ive created myself.

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am i? and at what cost?

so sad. i wish i wasnt. i wish there was more. i wish i knew how. i wish i didnt need anything. but i do. i do. and i think im dying without it. really. i think i am

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the autumnal vibrato of we

and what if i held those hips and poured myself inside with all i am and all you need with nothing left to hide and felt those plump soft lips of dreams and kissed sweet mouth of grace in long … Continue reading

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