i cant stop crying.

i grab a moment

where i tell myself

this cant be it!

but then i fall

again

and there i am

crying

like ive lost

like im lost

cause i have

and i am

and i kinda need you back

even if i dont know

what exactly it is

im supposed to do with you..

my mom used to ask me

what do i do with you???

and id tell her

just love me

please,

just love me!

but she couldnt.

so she didnt.

but i can

and i would.

if only

i could.

if only

i

could.